new beginnings

stress- a state of mental or emotional strain or tension resulting from adverse or very demanding circumstances.

what defines a demanding circumstance?  a life changing event? a decision?  committing to something or someone?

in the past ten days i've realized that perhaps life could potentially be comprised of one big stress or it might be defined as events or circumstances, as the true definition dictates,  that change us, make us better or sometimes worse people.   i've moved a lot (A LOT)  yet with every move i swear i will never move again and then i realize most times i'm not really in control someone else is, someone who potentially has a bigger plan, a better plan then i once thought for myself.   with every move i learn something a little more, i leave behind a few memories, prepare myself for a new direction and what is ahead.  

i've come to really like salt lake city, there are more pros than cons.  more mountains then celebrities, more room to grow and explore.   

so yes, packing and unpacking and loading and unloading can be a stressful act it can also be a time to reflect on the past and move forward with new beginnings.  

so once again i set out on new path, a new direction and i'm more excited then ever.  i'm finally going to just let go and let God.